They frightened him more than they should have.
She left.
The penthouse changed immediately.
It should not have.
The same lamps remained lit.
The same city pressed against the windows.
The ventilation hummed at the same frequency.
But the apartment felt abandoned.
Elias drank the whiskey.
It tasted terrible.
At 5:17, Marco Bellini entered carrying a folder.
He was forty two, broad shouldered, and one of the few men alive who had known Elias long enough to occasionally risk honesty.
“We’ve got a situation at the Fulton property.”
“Handle it.”
Marco paused.
“You usually want details.”
“I don’t.”
Marco slowly placed the folder on the desk.
His eyes drifted to the bent pen.
Then to the foyer.
Then back.
“Where’s Nakia?”
Elias looked at him.
Marco’s mouth twitched.
“Oh.”
“Don’t.”
“She has plans?”
“Marco.”
“A date?”
Elias’s silence answered him.
Marco sat down without invitation.
“This is extraordinary.”
“You have three seconds.”
“I’ve watched you remain calm while someone threatened to burn down two warehouses.”
“Two.”
“And your housekeeper goes to Olive Garden with a schoolteacher and suddenly you’re bending metal.”
“It isn’t Olive Garden.”
Marco’s eyebrows rose.
Elias regretted speaking.
“You checked?”
“No.”
“Then how do you know?”
“Because Nakia hates chain restaurants.”
Marco became very still.
A smile crept over his face.
“You know what restaurants your housekeeper hates.”
“Leave.”
“Do you know her favorite color too?”
“Marco.”
“Green?”
Elias set down the whiskey glass.
Marco stood immediately.
“Right.
Leaving.”
At the doorway, he stopped.
His amusement faded.
“Boss.”
Elias looked up.
“If you care about her…”
“I don’t.”
Marco ignored the lie.
“…then don’t treat caring like ownership.”
The door shut.
Elias stood alone.
Outside, lightning split the clouds above Lake Michigan.
He did not have Brendan followed.
He considered it.
For approximately six minutes.
Then he despised himself for considering it.
At eleven twenty three that night, his phone buzzed.
A message.
Nakia.
Forgot my medication in your kitchen cabinet.
Can I come up?
Elias was standing before he had finished reading.
When she stepped from the elevator fourteen minutes later, she was still wearing the green dress.
But something was different.
The brightness was gone.
Her shoes hung from two fingers.
Her hair was damp from rain.
“You’re home early.”
She gave him a tired look.
“You are absolutely not allowed to sound pleased.”
“I don’t sound pleased.”
“You look pleased.”
“I always look like this.”
“That’s unfortunate.”
She walked toward the kitchen barefoot.
He followed.
“Bad date?”
“It was fine.”
“Fine usually means bad.”
“Brendan is kind.”
Elias disliked the present tense.
“And?”
“And there was no spark.”
Something stupid and shameful unfolded inside his chest.
Relief.
Nakia opened a cabinet and removed a small orange prescription bottle.
She swallowed a pill with water.
Elias watched.
“You’re sick?”
“No.”
“That is medication.”
“Excellent observational skills.”
“Nakia.”
She leaned against the counter.
For a moment, the sarcasm disappeared.
“I had some medical problems when I was younger.
I take medication every day.
It’s controlled.”
“What medical problems?”
Her face closed.
“Aren’t you full of questions tonight?”
He recognized the boundary.
He hated boundaries.
Still, he nodded.
“Fine.”
Nakia slipped the bottle into her purse.
Then she looked at him.
“You really wanted the date to go badly.”
“No.”
“You’re a terrible liar.”
“I’m an exceptional liar.”
“Not about this.”
The kitchen seemed suddenly smaller.
Rain whispered against the windows.
Elias stared at her.
Nakia’s voice softened.
“Why do you care?”
There were a hundred answers he could have used.
Because you work here.
Because I’m responsible for people in my orbit.
Because strangers are dangerous.
Instead, perhaps because it was late, perhaps because she looked tired, perhaps because loneliness had been eating him quietly for years, he told the smallest piece of truth.
“Because when you leave, this place becomes too quiet.”
Nakia stopped breathing.
For the first time since he had known her, she had no sarcastic response.
Elias looked away first.
“Good night, Nakia.”
He turned.
“Elias.”
He stopped.
Her voice was gentle now.
“Maybe the problem isn’t that it’s too quiet when I leave.”
He looked back.
“Maybe it’s too quiet when you’re alone.”
She walked out.
And long after the elevator had disappeared beneath the building, Elias remained in the kitchen staring at the glass she had used.
Three drops of water remained near the rim.
He did not touch it.
The next morning, Nakia arrived at eight seventeen.
Elias was already in the kitchen.
That alone made her suspicious.
“You don’t come in here before nine unless there’s coffee or a body.”
“There’s coffee.”
“Good.”
He slid a cup toward her.
She stopped.
“You made this?”
“Yes.”
“You?”
“Yes.”
She carefully picked it up.
“What do you want?”
“Nothing.”
“That’s terrifying.”
He almost smiled.
Then she noticed a paper bag beside him.
Breakfast.
Egg sandwich.
Fresh fruit.
No grapefruit.
Nakia looked at him sharply.
“You googled my medication.”
Elias did not deny it.
“Some transplant medications interact badly with grapefruit.”
Silence.
A tiny sound came from the refrigerator motor.
Nakia slowly placed the cup down.
“You had no right.”
“I was concerned.”
“You searched my prescription.”
“I searched a drug name.”
“Same difference when it belongs to me.”
“I wanted to understand.”
“No.
You wanted control.”
Her words hit harder than he expected.
She stepped closer.
“You don’t get to turn people into files just because not knowing scares you.”
Elias stared at her.
No one spoke to him this way.
No one survived long in his world by identifying his fears aloud.
Nakia did it without cruelty.
That made it worse.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
She blinked.
Perhaps that was even more shocking.
“What?”
“I said I’m sorry.”
“I heard you.
I’m just documenting the historical event.”
His mouth twitched.
She looked at the breakfast bag.
“Is there cheese?”
“Yes.”
“What kind?”
“Cheddar.”
“Apology accepted.”
Something loosened between them.
Not much.
Enough.
Neither noticed how dangerous that was.
PART 2
Winter settled over Chicago slowly, then all at once.
Rain hardened into sleet.
The lake turned steel gray.
Christmas lights appeared along Michigan Avenue, trembling in shop windows whenever the wind came off the water.
Nakia continued working.
Elias continued pretending not to wait for her.
They developed routines.
Coffee at eight thirty.
Lunch arguments at one.
Nakia confiscating files from the dining table at six because, as she repeatedly informed him, “Normal people do not eat beside photographs of criminal associates.”
Elias informed her he had never claimed to be normal.
She told him that was the first intelligent thing he had said all week.
Something changed inside the penthouse.
Flowers appeared.
Not romantic ones.
Nakia simply bought inexpensive tulips from the grocery store because she said the apartment looked like “a luxury mausoleum.”
A blue ceramic bowl replaced a steel centerpiece.
She opened curtains Elias kept closed.
Music found its way into rooms that had known only silence.
And gradually, Elias began coming home earlier.
Marco noticed.
Everyone noticed.
No one commented.
They valued breathing.