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Declan’s answer was immediate.

“No.”

I leaned against the diner counter.

“You knew I was going to ask.”

“No.”

“You don’t even know where.”

“No.”

“Declan.”

“No.”

Ronan stood near the espresso machine eating one of my blueberry muffins.

He looked delighted.

“This is better than television.”

Declan turned.

“Leave.”

Ronan took another bite.

“No.”

I pointed at him.

“Stay.”

Declan stared at both of us.

“This is mutiny.”

“This is breakfast,” I said. “Sit down.”

“It is nine at night.”

“Then emotionally breakfast.”

He looked offended by the concept.

I explained Julian’s instructions.

Old railway station.

Platform four.

Midnight.

Me alone.

Nora hated the idea.

Declan hated it more.

I didn’t love it either.

But Julian had spent twelve years avoiding Declan.

Maybe he wanted someone who didn’t belong to the old war.

Maybe that was why he chose me.

At eleven fifty-eight, I walked onto the abandoned platform wearing a wire.

Technically alone.

Declan was in a warehouse two blocks away.

Ronan was closer.

Nora had officers positioned around the station.

Nobody was happy.

Especially me.

Julian stepped from the shadows at midnight exactly.

Seeing him in person was unsettling.

Same eyes as Declan.

Different damage.

He wore jeans, boots, a dark coat.

A scar crossed his throat.

He looked at me for several seconds.

“So.”

“So?”

“You’re Lena.”

“You say that like you expected horns.”

“Declan has terrible taste historically.”

I blinked.

“Excuse me?”

One corner of his mouth lifted.

“I wanted to see if you had a sense of humor.”

“Did I pass?”

“No.”

“Good start.”

He almost smiled.

Definitely Declan’s brother.

“What do you want?”

“To know why you stayed.”

“With Declan?”

“Yes.”

I frowned.

“That’s none of your business.”

“Everything involving Declan is my business.”

“No.”

He raised an eyebrow.

“Interesting.”

I crossed my arms.

“You disappeared for twelve years. You don’t get to return and audit his relationships.”

The resemblance became stronger when annoyed.

“He told you everything?”

“No.”

“Then you don’t know him.”

“I know enough.”

“That’s dangerous.”

“So is believing history freezes people permanently.”

His expression hardened.

“You think he changed.”

“Yes.”

“Because he rescued you?”

“No.”

That answer surprised him.

“He didn’t rescue me.”

“He dismantled a criminal network for you.”

“He helped me dismantle one.”

Julian laughed.

“Semantics.”

“No.”

I stepped closer.

“That difference is exactly why I stayed.”

He watched me.

“Explain.”

“Declan didn’t make decisions for me once I learned how to push back.”

“That sounds romantic.”

“It isn’t.”

“Good.”

“He listened.”

That silenced Julian.

I continued.

“He protected me when protection was necessary. He argued when he was scared. He admitted when he was wrong.”

I paused.

“Eventually.”

Julian’s mouth twitched.

“And what did he tell you about me?”

“That you raised him.”

Julian looked away.

“That you taught him to drive.”

“He was terrible.”

“He said the same.”

“He hit a mailbox.”

“He left that out.”

“He hit three.”

I smiled despite myself.

Julian’s face softened.

Then closed again.

“What else?”

“He said he loved you.”

Julian stopped breathing.

I let the words sit.

“He didn’t say it elegantly.”

“Declan doesn’t do anything elegantly except threaten people.”

“True.”

Julian looked toward the tracks.

“Why did he send you?”

“He didn’t.”

His head snapped back.

“He told me not to come.”

“And yet.”

“And yet.”

Something like respect appeared.

Then Julian handed me an envelope.

“What’s this?”

“Everything Patrick kept after our mother died.”

“Why not give it to Declan?”

“Because there’s something inside that may destroy him.”

My stomach tightened.

“What?”

“Proof that our mother didn’t just order Dad frightened.”

I froze.

“You heard her letter.”

“Patrick had the original instruction.”

Julian’s face hardened.

“She said, ‘Make Michael understand what leaving costs.’”

“That’s ambiguous.”

“Yes.”

“Patrick interpreted it as permission.”

“Yes.”

I stared at the envelope.

“What else?”

“Dad planned to take Declan with him.”

“And you?”

Julian laughed once.

“No.”

That hurt him.

“Why?”

“Because Dad thought I was already too involved.”

I understood.

Julian had spent twelve years believing he was the son abandoned.

Declan had spent twelve years believing he caused Julian’s death.

Their father had divided them without meaning to.

Or maybe meaning to.

Family was complicated even without criminal empires.

“You want me to decide whether Declan sees this.”

“Yes.”

I shoved the envelope back toward him.

“No.”

Julian frowned.

“You didn’t even open it.”

“I don’t need to.”

“Why?”

“Because I’m not his gatekeeper.”

His expression changed.

“You came here because you thought loving Declan meant I’d protect him from painful truths.”

“Yes.”

“You were wrong.”

I pushed the envelope into his chest.

“If it’s his history, he gets to know.”

Julian stared at me.

Then quietly laughed.

“Okay.”

“What?”

“Now I understand.”

“Understand what?”

“Why he chose you.”

I hated how much that warmed me.

“He didn’t choose me like furniture.”

“You know what I mean.”

“Unfortunately.”

Julian looked past me.

“Tell him to come out.”

I froze.

“He’s not here.”

“Lena.”

I sighed.

“You two are exhausting.”

Julian raised his voice.

“Declan!”

Silence.

Then footsteps.

Declan emerged from the darkness.

He looked furious.

Julian smiled.

“You never learned subtlety.”

“You asked her to come alone.”

“She did.”

Declan glanced toward the warehouse.

Ronan definitely didn’t count.

Brothers.

For several seconds they simply stared.

Twelve years.

No hug.

No shouting.

No tears.

Just two men trying to reconcile memory with reality.

Julian spoke first.

“You got old.”

Declan’s jaw tightened.

“You look worse.”

“I was shot.”

“So was I.”

“Always competitive.”

I looked between them.

“This is horrible.”

Both turned toward me simultaneously.

Same expression.

I nearly laughed.

Julian handed Declan the envelope.

“What’s this?”

“Mom.”

Declan looked at him.

“All of it.”

Julian’s face became serious.

“You deserve the truth.”

Declan took it.

Their fingers nearly touched.

Both noticed.

Neither commented.

Declan looked at his brother’s scar.

“You really survived.”

Julian’s mouth tightened.

“Barely.”

Declan swallowed.

Then, without warning, punched him.

Hard.

Julian staggered backward.

I shouted, “Declan!”

Julian touched his mouth.

Then laughed.

“I deserved that.”

Declan hit him again.

This time Julian blocked.

“Okay. One was deserved.”

“You let me bury you!”

“You buried an empty box!”

“I thought you were dead!”

“You listened to Patrick!”

“I was twenty-eight!”

“So was I!”

They stood inches apart.

All the grief finally becoming anger because anger was easier.

Then Declan’s voice broke.

“You should have called me.”

Julian froze.

Everything changed.

“You should have called me.”

Not shouted now.

Said.

Julian looked away.

“I was afraid.”

Declan stared.

Of all possible answers, that was the one he understood.

“I thought you’d choose the organization.”

“I would have chosen you.”

“You don’t know that.”

“Yes.”

Declan’s eyes burned.

“I do.”

Julian looked at him.

Twelve years collapsed.

Then Declan stepped forward.

He didn’t hug him.

Not exactly.

He grabbed the back of Julian’s neck.

Julian did the same.

Foreheads nearly touching.

Two men who had been taught affection through violence finding the smallest safe version of tenderness they knew.

I looked away.

Not because I was uncomfortable.

Because some reunions belonged partly to the people who survived them.

After a moment, Julian said, “Your girlfriend scares me.”

Declan answered, “She should.”

“I heard that,” I said.

For the first time in twelve years, the Walsh brothers laughed together.

And for one night, nobody died.