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“‘He is not.'”

The line went silent.

Vivien stared at the pale morning over Lake Michigan.

Everything shifted.

Roman had spent fifteen years believing he had failed a dying man.

Gabriel had spent his last minutes trying to save Roman too.

Neither had known.

“Mom.”

“Yes?”

“Did Roman ever see that note?”

“No.”

“Why not?”

“Because I was afraid.”

Vivien closed her eyes.

“So was he.”

She ended the call.

Turned the SUV around.

The Devo tower looked different in daylight.

Smaller.

Maybe because Vivien now knew Roman had already begun tearing it down from the inside.

She entered through the private garage at 9:42 a.m.

Matteo was waiting.

His jacket was gone.

Blood marked one cuff.

Vivien stopped.

“Roman?”

“Upstairs.”

“Is he hurt?”

“No.”

“Who accessed the printer?”

Matteo’s face hardened.

“Derek Sloan.”

Roman’s head of internal security.

Vivien felt sick.

“Why?”

“He discovered Mr. Devo’s federal agreement.”

“Where is Sloan?”

“Federal custody.”

Vivien blinked.

“Federal?”

Matteo nodded.

Roman hadn’t killed him.

He had kept his word.

Vivien entered the elevator.

Forty-two floors.

The same ride as the night before.

Everything had changed.

When the doors opened, the outer office was empty.

Roman’s door stood open.

Vivien stopped.

Open.

She walked toward it.

Roman sat behind his desk.

No jacket.

No bourbon.

Her resignation letter lay in front of him.

Signed.

Accepted.

Vivien’s chest tightened.

He looked up.

For one naked second, hope crossed his face.

Then he killed it.

Professional again.

Controlled.

“You’re safe.”

Not hello.

Not why are you here.

You’re safe.

Vivien stepped inside.

“Matteo said Sloan was arrested.”

“Yes.”

“You could have killed him.”

“Yes.”

“You didn’t.”

“No.”

“Why?”

Roman looked at the federal documents.

“I’m practicing.”

Her eyes stung.

She approached the desk.

Saw his signature beneath hers.

ROMAN DEVO.

Acceptance effective immediately.

“You signed it.”

He looked at the page.

“You asked me to let you go.”

Vivien swallowed.

“And you did.”

“I should have four years ago.”

“No.”

Roman looked at her.

She placed her father’s old photograph on his desk.

Beside it, she placed her phone.

On the screen was a picture her mother had sent.

The note.

Gabriel’s final handwriting.

Roman stared at it.

Vivien watched the color leave his face.

“What is this?”

“My father’s last note.”

Roman did not touch the phone.

Maybe he couldn’t.

Vivien read it aloud.

Slowly.

Every word.

When she reached the final line—

He is not.

—Roman’s face collapsed.

Completely.

He sat back.

Covered his mouth.

And for the first time in the four years Vivien had known him, Roman Devo cried.

Not beautifully.

Not quietly.

His shoulders folded.

His breathing broke.

Fifteen years left his body all at once.

Vivien stood frozen.

Then walked around the desk.

She knelt in front of him.

Roman looked at her through tears.

“I left him.”

“No.”

“I couldn’t save him.”

“You tried.”

“It wasn’t enough.”

“It was to him.”

Roman shook his head.

Vivien touched his face.

“He knew.”

Roman shut his eyes.

“He knew what you were.”

“I didn’t.”

“He did.”

Roman’s hand closed around her wrist.

Not controlling.

Holding.

Like someone drowning.

Vivien leaned her forehead against his.

They stayed that way for a long time.

Finally Roman whispered, “I signed your resignation.”

“I saw.”

“You are free.”

“I know.”

“If you stay now, it cannot be because of the job.”

“I know.”

“It cannot be because I protected you.”

“I know.”

“Or because of your father.”

“I know.”

Roman opened his eyes.

“Then why are you here?”

Vivien smiled through tears.

“Because you’re emotionally constipated.”

A broken laugh escaped him.

“And because I love you.”

Roman stopped.

Vivien’s fingers moved through the silver at his temple.

“But I am not staying here.”

He stared at her.

“I’m not staying in this building. I’m not managing men with guns. I’m not spending another Christmas rescheduling negotiations because somebody insulted somebody else’s cousin.”

Roman almost smiled.

“Reasonable.”

“I’m leaving.”

His smile vanished.

“And if you want me…”

Vivien placed the little cedar-house key on the desk between them.

“…you leave too.”

Roman looked at the key.

Then at the tower beyond the windows.

His empire.

His father’s empire.

His brother’s grave.

Fifteen years of blood, obligation, fear, and survival compressed into steel and glass.

Vivien did not ask again.

She would not.

That mattered.

Roman stood.

He walked to the wall safe.

Opened it.

Removed one object.

A photograph of Luca.

Then a second.

Gabriel Hartwell’s wallet photograph of seventeen-year-old Vivien.

She stared.

“You kept it?”

“Every day.”

Roman slipped both photographs into his pocket.

Then he took his suit jacket from the chair.

Vivien’s chest tightened.

“Roman?”

He picked up the resignation letter.

Looked at it.

Then tore it once.

Twice.

Let the pieces fall into the wastebasket.

Vivien laughed softly.

“That’s legally questionable.”

“I have lawyers.”

“You are impossible.”

“Formerly.”

“Formerly?”

Roman looked toward the open office door.

Matteo stood outside.

Waiting.

Roman walked to him.

“It’s yours until the federal transition.”

Matteo nodded.

No surprise.

“You knew?”

Vivien asked.

Matteo glanced at Roman.

“About fifteen years before either of you.”

Roman frowned.

Matteo shrugged.

“You weren’t subtle.”

“I was extremely subtle.”

“Sir, you purchased a lake house and stocked it with a woman’s tea.”

Vivien covered a laugh.

Roman looked offended.

It was the most ordinary expression she had ever seen on him.

Matteo held out his hand.

Roman looked at it.

Then pulled him into a brief embrace.

Vivien looked away.

Some moments deserved privacy even when they happened in front of you.

When Roman stepped back, Matteo’s eyes were wet.

“Go,” he said.

Roman nodded.

They walked toward the elevator.

Halfway there, Roman stopped.

Turned.

For decades, men had entered those offices waiting for Roman Devo to decide whether their lives improved or ended.

Now there was only an empty desk.

Rain drying against enormous windows.

A glass of bourbon no one had touched.

He looked at it all for perhaps five seconds.

Then Vivien felt his hand find hers.

Tentatively.

Not assuming.

She closed her fingers around his.

The elevator doors opened.

Roman stepped inside.

Vivien followed.

As the doors began to close, she realized something.

“The office door.”

Roman glanced back.

It remained wide open.

He understood.

A small smile appeared.

The doors closed.

Forty-two floors descended beneath their feet.

Forty-one.

Forty.

Thirty-nine.

Roman exhaled.

Vivien squeezed his hand.

“What now?”

“I testify.”

“After that?”

“I don’t know.”

“You hate not knowing.”

“Yes.”

“Good.”

Roman looked at her.

She smiled.

He smiled back.

Really smiled.

The expression transformed him so completely that for a second Vivien could see the nineteen-year-old boy her father had known.

The one who had driven toward gunfire because a decent man was in trouble.

The one Gabriel Hartwell had recognized before Roman ever recognized himself.

When the elevator reached the lobby, nobody stopped them.

Nobody followed.

Outside, the storm had passed.

Morning sunlight reflected from wet pavement, turning the entire city bright enough to hurt.

Roman paused beneath the awning.

No convoy waited.

No guards.

No schedule.

For the first time since he was nineteen years old, Roman Devo had nowhere he was required to be.

Vivien stepped into the sunlight.

He followed.

And behind them, forty-two floors above the city, Roman’s office door remained open.

For the first time in fifteen years, the most guarded heart in Chicago had left without locking anything behind it.