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"She told me my son was scared."

Rachel's expression softened.

"Children notice things adults get used to ignoring."

Roman looked toward the crib.

"Do you think he's scared of me?"

Rachel did not answer immediately.

Outside, the afternoon light was fading. The nursery smelled of clean cotton, warm milk, and the faint antiseptic scent left by the physician's bag.

"I think he needs you," she said at last. "That's not the same thing."

Roman looked down at his hands.

They were large, scarred across the knuckles, and still faintly trembling.

"I don't know how to do this."

Rachel's heart tightened.

The confession was so quiet she almost missed it.

She had expected arrogance from Roman Bellini. Anger, perhaps. A demand that everyone in the house behave as if the afternoon had been an inconvenience rather than a warning.

She had not expected honesty.

"You learn," she said. "One day at a time."

"And if I make a mistake?"

"You apologize when you need to. You ask for help. You try again."

Roman gave a short, humorless laugh.

"You make it sound simple."

"It isn't simple. It's just necessary."

He looked at her then, really looked at her, and she felt the weight of his attention settle between them.

For the first time since she had started working at the estate, Rachel did not feel invisible.

She felt seen.

And that frightened her more than she wanted to admit.

Later that evening, a thunderstorm rolled in from the Atlantic. Rain struck the tall windows, and the wind rattled the shutters.

Rachel had intended to drive home with Sophie, but the storm grew too severe for the narrow road across the marsh. Martha prepared a small bedroom near the kitchen, and Rachel settled Sophie beneath a quilt.

When she returned upstairs, Roman was still in the nursery.

He sat in an armchair beside the crib, his sleeves rolled to his elbows, a mug of black coffee cooling on the table beside him.

"I brought you something," Rachel whispered.

He looked at the tray.

"Coffee?"

"You've been sitting here for hours."

"So have you."

"I'm used to it."

Roman glanced toward the crib.

"That doesn't make it right."

Rachel set the tray down and sat on the small footstool near the armchair.

For a while, they listened to the rain.

Then Roman said, "Claire loved storms."

Rachel turned toward him.

"She did?"

"She said Charleston only looked beautiful when the weather became angry enough to show its teeth."

A faint smile touched his mouth.

It vanished almost immediately.

"She hated the way my father treated people. She used to tell me that I could own every building on the waterfront and still be a poor man if nobody felt safe enough to tell me the truth."

Rachel looked at him.

"She sounds like she knew you well."

"Better than I knew myself."

He lifted his coffee but did not drink.

"The night she died, she collapsed in the hallway. We called an ambulance. My security team thought the cars outside the gate belonged to the Moretti organization, and they wouldn't open the main entrance until they cleared the perimeter."

His voice grew quieter.

"I told them to use the rear road. It was muddy. The ambulance got stuck near the drainage creek."

Rachel held still.

"Eleven minutes," he continued. "The doctors said the aneurysm was catastrophic. They told me there was probably nothing anyone could have done. But I keep thinking about those eleven minutes."

He stared at the rain-streaked window.

"I was trying to protect my family. I made a decision, and my wife died."

Rachel wanted to tell him that guilt was not the same as responsibility, that a terrible outcome did not automatically mean a terrible choice.

But she knew enough about grief to understand that reason could not reach every place pain had occupied.

So she asked, "What did Claire want you to do after she died?"

Roman turned toward her.

The question seemed to confuse him.

"I don't know."

"Did she want you to stop loving your son?"

"No."

"Did she want you to spend the rest of your life punishing yourself?"

His jaw tightened.

"You don't know what she wanted."

"You're right," Rachel said gently. "I don't."

She stood and walked toward the crib.

Nicholas slept beneath a light cotton blanket, his breathing even, his face peaceful.

"But I know what he needs now."

Roman watched her.

"He needs someone who will pick him up when he cries. Someone who will let him make a mess. Someone who will teach him that the world isn't always frightening."

She turned back.

"And he needs a father who doesn't mistake being afraid of losing him for a reason to keep his distance."

The words hung between them.

Roman's expression hardened instinctively, but he did not tell her to leave.

Instead, he looked at his son.

For six months, he had believed that loving Nicholas meant preventing every possible danger from reaching him.

He had not considered that the boy might grow up afraid of a father who was always present in the house but rarely available to him.

"How do I start?" he asked.

Rachel's answer came without hesitation.

"Tomorrow morning, when he wakes up, you pick him up."

Roman looked at the crib.

"And if he cries?"

"Then you keep holding him."

She collected the empty cups and carried the tray toward the door.

At the threshold, she paused.

"Mr. Bellini?"

He looked up.

"Your son doesn't need you to be fearless. He needs you to be there."

After she left, Roman sat in the dim nursery until the rain softened and the sky beyond the windows began to pale.

When Nicholas stirred, Roman rose from the armchair.

He hesitated only once before reaching into the crib.

His son was warm and heavy in his arms. A tiny fist pressed against his chest, and Nicholas opened his mouth in a sleepy protest.

Roman adjusted his hold, supporting the child's head as Rachel had shown him.

"All right," he whispered. "I've got you."

The baby settled against him.

Roman stood beside the window, holding his son while the storm moved away across the marsh.

For the first time in six months, he did not see the ambulance.

He saw the dawn.

And for the first time, he wondered whether the life he had built around his guilt might still have room for something else.

The following morning, Roman made a decision that surprised everyone in the house.

Rachel was summoned to the kitchen after breakfast, where Marco waited beside the stainless-steel counter with a small black notebook.

"Mr. Bellini wants to see you," he said.

Rachel's stomach tightened.

"Did Sophie do something?"

Marco glanced toward the breakfast table, where Sophie was drawing a purple monster with six legs.

"If she did, it was probably more interesting than anything the rest of us did yesterday."

Rachel followed him upstairs.

Roman stood beside the nursery window with Nicholas in his arms. He wore a white shirt with the sleeves rolled up and dark trousers, and he looked as though he had slept for perhaps an hour.

But he was holding his son.