“That’s all.”
Faith stood.
Then stopped.
“One thing.”
“Yes?”
“Do not build a case around me because I am a judge.”
The prosecutor’s expression sharpened.
“Judge Sullivan—”
“If there is a case, build it around conduct. Around every person affected. Otherwise we teach the wrong lesson.”
He studied her.
“What lesson is that?”
“That power deserves verification and everyone else deserves suspicion.”
Faith picked up her coat.
“That is the lesson that put me against the hood in the first place.”
Part V — The Hearing
Derek Holloway’s disciplinary hearing began five months after the stop.
The police department had moved to terminate him.
Not solely because of Faith.
The formal charges covered five years.
Failure to activate body camera.
Inaccurate reports.
Improper vehicle searches.
Misstatements during internal investigations.
Conduct unbecoming.
The Sullivan stop occupied six pages of a ninety-page case file.
Faith had no official role in the hearing until she received another subpoena.
This one came from Holloway’s attorney.
He wanted her testimony.
The request surprised nearly everyone.
It did not surprise Faith for long.
The defense strategy became clear in the opening statement.
Holloway had made mistakes.
But mistakes were not proof of racial bias.
The department was scapegoating one officer after public pressure made his continued employment inconvenient.
Policies had been inconsistently enforced.
Supervisors had tolerated late camera activation.
Training had encouraged officers to rely on instinct.
Sergeant Price had approved reports for years.
Holloway, the attorney argued, was being punished for participating in a culture the department itself created.
Faith listened from a witness room.
That argument troubled her because parts of it were true.
Systems loved individual villains.
They made reform cheaper.
Fire one man.
Keep everything else.
When she was called, Faith walked into the hearing room without a robe.
Dark gray suit.
No judicial seal.
No raised bench.
Just a witness chair.
Holloway sat ten feet away.
It was the first time they had been in the same room since Courtroom Four.
He looked older.
Not transformed.
Not broken.
Just diminished by months of consequence.
Faith took the oath.
His attorney approached.
“Judge Sullivan, you testified that Officer Holloway never used a racial slur.”
“That’s correct.”
“He did not threaten to strike you.”
“No.”
“He did not use a firearm.”
“No.”
“He removed the cuffs after Sergeant Price instructed him to do so.”
“Yes.”
“He then allowed you to leave.”
“After issuing a citation.”
“Which you requested.”
“I told him that if he believed a violation occurred, he should write the citation rather than decline to do so because of my occupation.”
The attorney nodded.
“You did not want special treatment.”
“No.”
“So it is fair to say that at least at that point, Officer Holloway treated you as he might treat another motorist.”
Faith looked at him.
“No.”
The attorney paused.
“Why not?”
“Because another motorist might not have had Sergeant Price recognize her from the news.”
A few people shifted in their seats.
The attorney continued.
“You cannot know what would have happened.”
“No.”
“Then that’s speculation.”
“Yes.”
He seemed pleased.
Faith added, “Which is why I said ‘might.’”
The attorney changed direction.
“Judge Sullivan, when Officer Holloway asked whose car you were driving, did you consider that question itself improper?”
“I considered it unnecessary after I told him the registration was available.”
“Police officers encounter stolen cars containing paperwork.”
“Yes.”
“They encounter drivers who lie.”
“Yes.”
“They encounter people who become combative during traffic stops.”
“Yes.”
“Were you combative?”
“No.”
“Did you question his instructions?”
“Yes.”
“Could that be perceived as resistance?”
“Not reasonably.”
The attorney glanced at the hearing officer.
“Judge Sullivan, you’re a lawyer.”
“Yes.”
“You spent decades in criminal law.”
“Yes.”
“You know how quickly roadside encounters can become dangerous.”
“Yes.”
“And you agree officers must make decisions with incomplete information.”
“Yes.”
“So Officer Holloway had to make a judgment.”
Faith nodded.
“He did.”
The attorney spread his hands slightly.
“And sometimes judgments are wrong.”
“Yes.”
He stopped.
The room waited.
It was a strong place to end.
But Faith knew he was not finished.
“Would you agree that a wrong judgment is not necessarily misconduct?”
“Yes.”
Holloway looked toward her for the first time.
Faith continued before the attorney could move away.
“But the question here is not only whether his initial judgment was wrong.”
The attorney turned back.
“Judge—”
“You asked whether wrong judgment is necessarily misconduct. It isn’t. What matters is what happens after facts become available.”
The attorney’s mouth tightened.
Faith’s voice remained calm.
“Officer Holloway could have run the plate. He didn’t. He could have checked the registration. He didn’t. He described the car as possibly stolen before verifying any theft report. He described me as uncooperative before I refused any instruction. After the registration matched, he suggested it could be fake. After Sergeant Price recognized me, he issued a citation for a signal violation that video later showed did not occur.”
The attorney stepped closer.
“Your Honor—”
“I am not ‘Your Honor’ here. I’m a witness.”
A faint sound moved through the room.
Faith looked at Holloway.
“The first mistake is not the part I find hardest to understand.”
The attorney went still.
“What part is?”
“The number of chances he had to correct it.”
Silence.
Holloway looked down.
His attorney returned to the table.
“No further questions.”
Sergeant Price testified the next day.
Unlike Faith, he did not have the distance of victimhood.
He had complicity.
That made his testimony more painful.
“Did you believe Officer Holloway’s citation was valid?” the department lawyer asked.
“Not after reviewing the video.”
“Did you believe it was valid at the scene?”
Price paused.
“No.”
“Then why did you allow it?”
Price looked toward Holloway.
“Because I was trying to manage the officer instead of the situation.”
“What does that mean?”
“I didn’t want to undermine him in front of a motorist.”
“A motorist who had just been wrongfully handcuffed?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
Price’s face tightened.
“Because police departments teach chain of command very well.”
“And constitutional duty?”
A long pause.
“Not always as well.”
Holloway’s attorney objected.
The hearing officer overruled.
The department lawyer continued.
“Was Officer Holloway an outlier?”
Price looked at the floor.
“No.”
That answer changed the room.
“Explain.”
Price breathed in.
“Most officers I worked with didn’t behave like he did that night. But certain practices were common. Late camera activation. Writing reports after reviewing probable cause instead of before. Treating questions from drivers as attitude. Using vague phrases like ‘furtive movement’ or ‘officer safety concern.’”
“Were those phrases always false?”
“No.”
“Were they sometimes used lazily?”
“Yes.”
“Were they sometimes used to justify decisions already made?”
Price looked at Holloway.
“Yes.”
Holloway’s attorney rose.
“Sergeant Price, you approved Officer Holloway’s reports.”
“Yes.”
“You evaluated him favorably.”
“Yes.”
“You never recommended termination before the Sullivan incident.”
“No.”
“So when you describe a culture problem, you are describing one you helped maintain.”
Price nodded.
“Yes.”
The attorney seemed surprised by the lack of resistance.
“You expect this board to trust your judgment now?”
Price looked toward the hearing officer.
“No.”
The attorney blinked.